The many "parts" of me

Part of me feels lost
Part of me is hurt
Part of me got misled
Part of me wants to forget you
Part of me knows that we'll probably never be together
Part of me knows you only so little
Part of me acknowledges that we're 2 very different people
Part of me avoids you as much as I can now

But...

Part of me is attracted to you
Part of me still likes you
Part of me wants to know you more
Part of me longs to go out with you again
Part of me will never forget you for a long,long time
Part of me treasures our "dates"
Part of me wishes you could like me
Part of me hopes I'll stop avoiding you
Part of me just feels happy when I see you

(Sorry...I just had to blog this out.I've been feeling like crap and I guess...noone really understands and I can only put it up here.Anyway...to you,I'm really sorry I had to write this out,I hope you understand)