Tuesday, July 25, 2006

A Love Story

I met you
We knew each other
For less than a year
We saw each other
Only once a week.

Yet I liked you
Somehow
I wanted to be near you
You were beautiful
In my eyes.

We went out
On a special occasion
Valentines
It was special to me
But maybe not to you.

I didn't know you well
But it didn't matter
I loved the way
You ate your food
Simply delicious.

My affection for you grew
We kept in contact almost everyday
We even watched a movie together
A romance show
Fiction will always be fiction.

I longed to tell you how I felt
How I loved you
But I couldn't,I dared not
For perhaps you didn't feel the same
Love hurts.

Time passed
Not much but enough
You told someone about me
That someone told me all you said
My heart broke.

Shattered dreams
Heart bleeding
Reality set in on that fateful day
I told myself this
Game over.

The pain wore off
And I stopped loving you
We didn't see each other for awhile
Love was one sided
So was the pain inflicted.

4 months
3 dates
2 cards
1 movie
Endless misery.

And now as I see you
Nothing
I feel nothing
Memories fond
But memories hurt.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Yeah welcome,this is my new blog,and I thought of the title "curtains unveiled" when I was looking at my room curtains.Haha..if your reading this,feel privileged.Not everyone gets to see this blog.Lets just say I decided that some ppl shouldn't read my blog.Dun worry,your not one of them lol.Anyway my old blog's still ard,www.fearstriker.blogspot.com if you wanna go see some old posts.

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I thought after more than a year of not seeing my schoolmates,they would have changed.Guess not,was playing street soccer with a few of them and I guess somehow the animosity is still there.Not all of them,just one guy.Why can't he talk to me normally?Does every sentence that comes out have to be crap?

Yesterday probably wasn't a very good day.Had field soccer in the morning.Thought I was doing okay in the first half...but when 2nd half came,I made a big mistake when catching the ball and it slipped thru my fingers into the back of the goalpost.What a disappointment.Ended up losing the match 1-3.And those bloody red ants kamikazed onto my head!Bit my scalp of cos,thankfully Paul was ard to help me get rid of them.Speaking of Paul,I'm truly thankful that I've a brother like him.Thank you.

"I thought I wouldn't stop loving you,I thought we had something going.Turns out,I know nothing about love,we had nothing going,and I turned my back away."

Registered for car license the other day,hope I can get it asap hehe,driving seems cool but I was so blur when I went to register.Guess I'm a blur king afterall.Gonna be spending alot of time on getting license,hope I can balance my time well or else my studies will get affected,as if they aren't already.

You noe when you go to sch everyday and u meet dumb classmates who can't seem to stop disturbing u?Yeah,I face such shit everyday.I dun mind jokes,really,but when I'm not in a good mood and I tell u to shut up and u dun,it pisses me off.And making stupid comments and making a fool out of urself in public doesn't quite go well with me.I hope I wun explode someday and really give it to them,but I duno.Grow up my "friends".

Hmm what a weird first post,so much negative stuff.I shall end off on a positive note den lol.1 more month till exams den hols!
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