Shiok!

Today,I got to drive home in my cousin's car!Ok I was at my grandma's hse for cny visiting,den when it was time to go my aunt(mom's eldest sis),told us her son could fetch us back.He got married recently btw,and uh..my aunt is ard 60+ yrs old.Anyway my mom and I went down and we got seated,I sat beside my cousin of cos.

Suddenly he turned to me and asked "do you haf confidence in ur driving?"I was like "not really",den he shocked me by replying,"do you noe the way back to ur hse?",followed by,"i haf confidence in ur driving,do u haf confidence in ur driving?"

Opportunity knocked on my door there and den,and guess wad,his car had a p-plate,courtesy of his wife just passing her test a few months back.So even if the cops tell me to stop I wun get cautioned for not having a p-plate.So yeah,we swapped seats and I drove!The car was small so there was virtually no clutch control,and I was worried for my mom and aunt,since there're so old alr(ok maybe my mom isnt tt old).

Had to avoid the highway and take a longer route home,but was quite exciting.Kept my speed low and watched out for other cars,phew heng traffic was low today.Haha reached home safe and sound,oh and I tried to park but failed,so had to resort to underhand means hehehe.Anyway all I can say is,the parking u learn in the driving sch is almost useless.

I'm still excited until now haha,imagine someone actually trusts u with their car,even if its old and small.Hard to find such pple these days.Thanks cousin!Oh and my aunt was so funny,she told my mom "u believe in god rite,pray before he drives."Haha darn funny!And my mom,she had to go call several relatives to tell them how proud she was hahaha!But yeah,I cant wait to acquire my dad's car and take it out for a spin!

A year to remember.

Around a year ago,a boy found love.Well,at least he wanted to think he found love.Anyway,he went out with this girl,on a very special day.Valentine's day.Though they weren't a couple,and he was a fat bum,he enjoyed her company.He gave her a plushie for he didn't know what to get,and somehow he got cornered on a street and had to buy a stalk of rose for the girl.It hurt him a little when the girl refused to take the rose,but somehow she accepted it in the end.The inferior complex that was in him caused him to be worried,and the boy was lost.

The boy decided to try and lose weight for the girl,so he went jogging.This time round,he was really serious about becoming slim.When his birthday came,the girl sent him a card,and the boy loved it.Soon after,the girl asked him out,for a movie.Of course the boy said yes,who would be stupid enough to say no?So they met up on that day.It was difficult for him to concentrate on the movie as he had to gaze at the girl at the same time.Her laughter and shyness caused him to like her even more.He watched the way she ate her food and liked her even more.He even did some simple drawing for the girl and gave it to her.After they parted ways,the boy felt down and out.Like life held no meaning for him anymore once the girl left him.That feeling sucked.

Later on,he and the girl went to shop for a gift for a fellow friend.They bumped into the girl's sch friends and the boy felt embarassed.They had ice-cream at a restaurant.The boy remembers how the girl held his arm at a pedestrian crossing,for she was afraid that the car coming would not stop.The boy was overjoyed.

Life is cruel.Another fellow friend talked to her abt the boy,and the boy soon found out that the girl treated him only as a friend,and didn't want him to get the wrong idea...

Months passed..

The boy realised he couldn't like her,for it was one-sided.Yet,part of him wanted to continue chasing her,for he didn't know for sure if she would reject him.

It was around 6 months later the boy remembered that the girl's birthday was approaching.So he went to buy her a nice present,and asked her out.He couldn't believe it,the girl actually agreed to go out with him!So they watched a movie,and as usual,he spent more time gazing at her than watching the show.They went shopping,and had dinner.The boy left to find a slice of cake for the girl.He brought her to an open area,and sung her a birthday song.The girl was happy.They shared the cake and spent time chatting.It was late and he sent her home.Though she only wanted him to walk with her till the bus interchange,he walked with her almost all the way to her home.She sent him an sms,telling him how she felt pampered and would treasure the memories.The boy was on cloud nine.

Some time later,the boy witnessed the girl crying.He felt sad too,but couldn't really express words of comfort.So,he shared his weaknesses,hoping she would feel better.He decided to write an encouragement card for her...

Weeks later,he wanted to pass it to her but couldn't find the opportunity to.So he gave it to her sis,and told the sis that he liked the girl.Funny...the sis told that to the girl even though the boy told her not to.Ah..but he wasn't angry with the girl's sis.He was emo during that period of time,wondering if the girl knew he liked her.He couldn't take it anymore.He smsed the girl asking her abt the card and she told him that she found out he liked her,and that they'll talk about it another day.

That was almost 3 weeks ago.The emo-ness gets less each day,but each time the boy thinks of her,he cannot help but feel a tinge of sadness and stupidity.When he sees her,he doesn't know what to say to her anymore.It feels as though she's shrugged off everything and that its not affecting her.The boy feels like crap,and has gone back to gaining weight and infatuating over other girls.

He doesn't know when shes gonna talk about it and the outcome that follows.He hopes he can get his life straight again.He wants to gain back that love for the girl,rather than infatuate over others.Deep down inside he probably still loves her,for who she is...

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Work work

Gonna start attachment tmr.All the best to myself.Hope my boss is a nice person.Maybe I'll have some pretty colleagues(as if).Haha,but hopefully I'll enjoy myself for the next 9 weeks!