Tired
I rented a car on friday.Drove it ard and fetched some friends to go to a bbq party.They told me my driving was good but I tot I was reckless.Anyway,drove in rain,thankfully there were no accidents.Met my classmate for supper at midnight,had a good chit chat abt cars.Realised that I accidentally pulled a lever that opened my bonnet.Thankfully there was a secondary catch and so my bonnet didn't fly up while I drove.Also learnt tt the boot had to be manually locked else pple could steal the things inside.Reached home at 2+am and slept at 3.
Today.Drove to pasir ris to gab's house.Got horned at the expressway cos I was changing lane recklessly.But otherwise the drive was alright.We drove to church,had our lunch,den brought heidi out for a spin.Went to redhill to meet wei lun.Had to travel on the CTE,it was a new experience.Not too bad anyway.We played pool at some ulu shopping centre,and I didn't put a parking coupon.Received a $30 summon damnnit.Met with a dilemma as to whether I should go to church or not go to church and instead drive lun and gab to some other place to watch soccer.Settled the dilemma...drove lun home and apologised for not letting him come along to church.Later on I lost my temper thanks to stupid cyclists who didn't use the pavement and cycled on the roads.Slammed the horn real hard.Drove back to church and made it without really getting lost.
I was physically in church but my mind was on the car.Was utterly distracted today and my desire was to keep driving and not be sitting somewhere.Went to the toilet with gab and stupidly asked some kids if they wanted a spin.Ended up driving gab and mason to tim's area whr there was a bar.Felt like an idiot.Should have told them to stay for service instead of letting them go off halfway to play pool.I should haf stayed in service myself or left by myself.Anyway went to withdraw money and waited for the others to finish service.While u-turning I struck the kerb,was so worried that the tire would puncture.Thankfully it didn't.Gave my cell grp a spin(claudia couldn't come) and I guess they enjoyed it.Took off with nik,shem and heidi.Couldn't find a place to eat and watch soccer.Ended up driving crazily in a private estate.Got horned repeatedly by some nutcase driver.Drove to a petrol station to buy snacks and had supper at a secret location.
After supper,I dropped off heidi,put nik at a busstop and sent shem home.Drove back home and almost got into accident.Bloody car came out of a petrol station without checking for oncoming traffic,I had to jam brake and try to change lane.There was a car on tt other lane and we almost collided.Almost got sandwiched but somehow I made it thru.Stopped at traffic light and rolled down the window.Got the reckless driver(some old man and this wife) to roll down his window.All he could say was "sorry sorry".Damnnit I almost got into an accident and all u can do is give some stupid apology?!Later on I managed to make it home safely and put my parking coupons.
I really duno how I should be feeling.Should I be glad I can drive?Or should I avoid driving for now?Friends tell me I'm good,but I feel that I'm a crazy driver.Pushing the limits at times by reving the engine real hard.Reckless lane changes.Lousy parking.Gosh.
I hate cyclists who dun cycle on the pavement and end up cycling on the road.I hate pple who dun signal.I hate pple who dun watch out for other cars or give a chance for others to change lane.Is being selfish that good?When I see someone cutting into my lane I just allow him to do so.But other pple refuse to slow down for them!Why is society like this?Why is everyone rushing for time?Why the impatience?Why can't pple just live and let live or treat others better?
I'm scared.So scared that I'll get into an accident.I want to drive well but my bad habits are haunting me.Somehow from an exhilarating rush that I got when I drove on friday,it changed today and I feel so sucky now.I feel so indecisive.So fragile.Sigh.Probably should sleep soon.
Today.Drove to pasir ris to gab's house.Got horned at the expressway cos I was changing lane recklessly.But otherwise the drive was alright.We drove to church,had our lunch,den brought heidi out for a spin.Went to redhill to meet wei lun.Had to travel on the CTE,it was a new experience.Not too bad anyway.We played pool at some ulu shopping centre,and I didn't put a parking coupon.Received a $30 summon damnnit.Met with a dilemma as to whether I should go to church or not go to church and instead drive lun and gab to some other place to watch soccer.Settled the dilemma...drove lun home and apologised for not letting him come along to church.Later on I lost my temper thanks to stupid cyclists who didn't use the pavement and cycled on the roads.Slammed the horn real hard.Drove back to church and made it without really getting lost.
I was physically in church but my mind was on the car.Was utterly distracted today and my desire was to keep driving and not be sitting somewhere.Went to the toilet with gab and stupidly asked some kids if they wanted a spin.Ended up driving gab and mason to tim's area whr there was a bar.Felt like an idiot.Should have told them to stay for service instead of letting them go off halfway to play pool.I should haf stayed in service myself or left by myself.Anyway went to withdraw money and waited for the others to finish service.While u-turning I struck the kerb,was so worried that the tire would puncture.Thankfully it didn't.Gave my cell grp a spin(claudia couldn't come) and I guess they enjoyed it.Took off with nik,shem and heidi.Couldn't find a place to eat and watch soccer.Ended up driving crazily in a private estate.Got horned repeatedly by some nutcase driver.Drove to a petrol station to buy snacks and had supper at a secret location.
After supper,I dropped off heidi,put nik at a busstop and sent shem home.Drove back home and almost got into accident.Bloody car came out of a petrol station without checking for oncoming traffic,I had to jam brake and try to change lane.There was a car on tt other lane and we almost collided.Almost got sandwiched but somehow I made it thru.Stopped at traffic light and rolled down the window.Got the reckless driver(some old man and this wife) to roll down his window.All he could say was "sorry sorry".Damnnit I almost got into an accident and all u can do is give some stupid apology?!Later on I managed to make it home safely and put my parking coupons.
I really duno how I should be feeling.Should I be glad I can drive?Or should I avoid driving for now?Friends tell me I'm good,but I feel that I'm a crazy driver.Pushing the limits at times by reving the engine real hard.Reckless lane changes.Lousy parking.Gosh.
I hate cyclists who dun cycle on the pavement and end up cycling on the road.I hate pple who dun signal.I hate pple who dun watch out for other cars or give a chance for others to change lane.Is being selfish that good?When I see someone cutting into my lane I just allow him to do so.But other pple refuse to slow down for them!Why is society like this?Why is everyone rushing for time?Why the impatience?Why can't pple just live and let live or treat others better?
I'm scared.So scared that I'll get into an accident.I want to drive well but my bad habits are haunting me.Somehow from an exhilarating rush that I got when I drove on friday,it changed today and I feel so sucky now.I feel so indecisive.So fragile.Sigh.Probably should sleep soon.
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