I'm not who you all make me out to be.

Don't judge me based on how happy-go-lucky I seem.Or the jokes I make.Or the incessant laughter whenever I'm with you all.Or the clown face that doesn't seem to show a single care about the worries of the world.

Deep down inside,I'm rotten.Probably more rotten than alot of you.I've done alot of bad things,and am still doing them.Not many know,but I'm thankful for those who know and understood.

If you knew who I really am,would you understand and accept me?