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I wish I could turn back time
To when it all started
Stop myself there and then
Perhaps life would be better now
But I can't.

My life,what is it really
The layer of jokes,laughter,fun
Beneath that veneer,ugliness and stench
So lost,so confused,the very evil that is Daniel
Wish I could tear it all up.

So help me my Lord
As I climb out of the hole
and fall into it time and time again
Sometimes accidental,sometimes on purpose
Bring me out of there.