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I wish I could turn back time
To when it all started
Stop myself there and then
Perhaps life would be better now
But I can't.

My life,what is it really
The layer of jokes,laughter,fun
Beneath that veneer,ugliness and stench
So lost,so confused,the very evil that is Daniel
Wish I could tear it all up.

So help me my Lord
As I climb out of the hole
and fall into it time and time again
Sometimes accidental,sometimes on purpose
Bring me out of there.

Long awaited update

Yo everyone.Haven't been able to update these 2 weeks cos I accidentally published a post too many times and blogger tot my blog was a spam blog.Took awhile to unlock my blog due to some other unforeseen circumstances.Anyway,whats impt is,I'm back.

Haha,life's been quite busy for me.Cf has begun to take up alot of my time,not that its bad.It brings me back to my tots abt time.I look back to the time when my year 2 just started,almost half a year ago I guess.The cca fair.What if I didn't walk over to the cf booth and put my name down?What would my life be like now?Certainly I would not haf known the guys and girls of cf,or the staffworkers.I wouldn't haf gone thru bible studies,camp,the outing to botanic gardens and the mooncake festival celebrations,amongst other events.It all traces back to the 1 thing I did,that is,to put my name down on the list of pple interested to join cf.

Weird how 1 action u take can lead to so much stuff happening in ur life.But,I'm glad I took that 1 step,it has really made my life more fulfilling.

Talk abt time.Its been 2 years since the O lvls.Time flies.I miss some of my old friends but I dunno,I guess it'll be hard to meet up with them right now.The pple I were close to,haf become so far from me.Ugh,not a good feeling.

This sem is weird!Theres projects and presentations.Oh man I can't take it,why can't they juz drop these weird modules and give us better timetables?And everyone is bz forming up final year project groups and choosing companies to join for industrial attachment.Its freaking me out a little cos I'm juz so bochap and lazy hehehe.I think I'll be fine tho,cos I'm not the only lazy 1 ard.

To end off this post,I shall start this "One thing about me:" quote which will be at the end of each post,starting today!

One thing about me: I doze off almost everyday,be it in class or at home.

A tribute to a great "friend"

I'm beginning to appreciate shorter hair,now that I've had it cut.Always wanted longer hair but as my cgl says,it makes me look like I'm wearing a helmet.Fine,so I got it cut again less than 3 weeks after my first haircut.But now its shorter,neater and maybe cooler.

Haven't had time to blog abt the camp I had during the hols,will do so another time.Hmm...school's started.2nd week already and I'm getting adjusted.Somehow I get tired halfway into lectures and I don't really know how to fight the fatigue.I usually end up sleeping for awhile before waking up and realizing that I can't follow the lesson.Sucks I know.

Gonna have my driving test in less than 2 months time.Hope I can pass it on the first attempt den I can drive to places!Like sch,church and maybe to east coast park when I'm feeling bored and need a break.

Ahh my love life.Ok la nth much abt it.Apart from teasing from my cf friends hahaha...all's pretty normal.ITS TIME FOR AN ANALOGY!Its like eating a pizza you see,at first its tasty,enjoyable,sumptuous or whatever.But soon u find it starts to taste funny and u feel like puking,so you stop for awhile.After some time u crave for it again and wanna eat the pizza.Yup I'm currently at the puking part.Bad analogy I know.

I miss Sappy aka Ah Pui,my hamster who departed a few years back.Was talking abt him to Heidi ytd and boy,tt fella really did bring alot of joy into my life.Its not weird for pple to cry over their dead dogs,cats...but a hamster?Yeah I cried tt day,I rmb I had a chinese exam on tt day and I woke up to see him dead.My heart broke and I just cried.I loved him,he was uber cute and cuddly.Imagine a super duper fat DWARF hamster thats nowhere near dwarf size who rolls into a tennis ball when he sleeps.Hahahaha and the fella would woke up and accidentally roll down the cage.He was given food buffets very often,all thanks to me putting him inside the food container where he'll suddenly start vacuuming all the food into his mouth.

Yeah and Ah Pui would doze off!I rmb putting him on my computer table and he wouldn't run off but would walk abit and start to close his eyes and sleep.Reminds you of someone right?Hahaha and I rmb putting him in the freezer once with some other hamsters,just for fun.Wah his fats were really good,he was the only 1 enjoying it inside while the other skinny hamsters were shivering.Yup the good old days whr I really loved pets and loved my dearest hamster.

Rest in peace Ah Pui.