Why do I feel this way?

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

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I am trying my best..but sometimes I just feel so stumped.So unable to be the strong person that I should be.I feel so upset whenever stuff happens and I'm helpless,or when I worry and get jealous for nothing.Is it me taking things too seriously?Am I holding onto you too tightly?Can I ever eliminate the barriers btw us?I dun want much...all I want is for you to be with me,thru thick and thin.To be my happiness,and my joy,to comfort me in my times of sorrow.To be there for me when I need you..and to be all I need in this life.

I miss you so much..and I need you even more..

Busy busy busy

Kinda busy these days...just had a test 2 days back..and another 4 more to go next week. Plus fyp's been slipping off my mind too much and I don't want to be accused of not doing work,so I'll just tahan till its all finished.

Been thinking these days...alot of pple ard me still keep in touch with their pri and sec sch frens.But when I think abt myself,I realise that alot of those frens of mine haf either gone to army or haf "vanished" somehow.Haha...used to think that I used to haf alot of pals,like we'll go out almost every weekend.Those were the days..but sadly,its gone now.Had a catch up with some sec sch frens abt a month back,the feeling was just so diff.Like we've all drifted,like the jokes we used to share are no longer funny,like no more watching movies tog and all tt.

I can't rmb when was the last time an old fren jio-ed me out.Like "hey daniel lets go catch a movie" or "hey wanna chill or smth".I dun usually get scared when I think of this but the sudden tot..that I'm distant from them,makes me feel abit weird inside.I dun think its right if I'm the one who always asks pple out rite?Zzz..maybe someday things will get better,when everyone's less busy.

Life has its ups and downs I guess.
But theres you to make my life better.